Audrey’s manifesto

 

Sun 4.23.23,

An article posted on Zero Hedge today https://www.zerohedge.com/political/nashville-official-says-school-shooters-manifesto-astronomically-dangerous brings up the subject of the manifesto Audrey Hale wrote concerning the carnage she was about to inflict on the Nashville Christian School, and the FBI refusal to release it as promised.  “What I was told is, her manifesto was a blueprint on total destruction, and it was so, so detailed at the level of what she had planned,” Metro Nashville Council Member Courtney Johnston told the NY Post, without elaborating. “That document in the wrong person’s hands would be astronomically dangerous,” she added.

It goes without saying that the Zero Hedgers exploded in righteous condemnation of Johnston’s ignorant assessment of what should and what should not be exposed according to the FBI, which she accepted.

Audrey will not easily shuffle off our mortal coil as she leaves many unanswered questions.  If you look at Audrey's pre-trans awkward, uncomfortable photo pose above, (note the little red bow cinching her hair in place,) and her later remake as a punk, macho, teenage boy with back turned red ball cap, it tells you everything you need to know about her violence.  Undoubtedly, the school that she chose to manifest her rage at had a role in the indoctrination that produced the person in the first photo.  

I'm not excusing the horror she inflicted, or the probable injury to her psyche caused by the school; explanations are not excuses.  But one gets a sense of the pleasure and power she must have felt blowing open the doors to that prison, shattered glass flying in all directions.

The trans movement which is exploding exponentially and has devolved into a phenomenon encompassing the truly body dysphoric, the men and boys who like to expose their genitals to girls and women, drag divas impersonating the opposite sex, and rapists who haunt women’s gyms, bathrooms and women’s prisons looking for action. The movement is exposing the damage that occurs by the narrow roles boys and girls are boxed in from an early stage.  Trans is not the answer to this situation.  Of those, the truly dysphoric, many will tell you that after having completed the transformation of their body it solved nothing and left them in worse straits than before.  This movement hinders more than assists them.

Girls understand that who they are is not enough,  it must be enhanced with makeup, high heel shoes, brassieres.  Then there are the indecorous who use their bodies as market place, they are the majority, to attract attention; they are walking around half naked exposing as much of their body as the law will permit, having to rid themselves of most pubic hair to wear their bikini, thus ridding their body of its tumid attraction. They learn to correct or hide what is seen as unbecoming.  Note too, the humiliation girls now have to endure in sports by being forced to compete, against biological males, whose message is, you’re too short, too weak, your body is inappropriate for this sport.

Boys undergo the same sort of indoctrination to fit their expected roles.  They are not allowed to cry, not allowed to be sensuous, a real hindrance to sexual enjoyment, they must be prepared for physical combat in the most disadvantageous situation, think of the Ukrainian boys being fed to the meat grinder of their losing war.

There was a time when most women were quite comfortable in who they were and their contribution to their home, their society, as were men in theirs.  But we have moved far from that world where one was rooted, led a purposeful and meaningful life.  One was inner directed, focused on what was of value, being spared the myriad choices of today’s markets, and false notions of multiple genders, of counterfeit solutions to insoluble problems such as body dysphoria.

The world at present is in crisis; we are moving away from the uni-polar model dominated by the United States and it satellites to include the rest of the world in a multi-polar model where many countries take part and are not bullied by a warring superpower dictating its rules.  Hopefully, a world in which an Audrey Hale is accepted and allowed the full spectrum of her character without having to resort to violence.  As things stand, rulers are supremely despotic and rule over our lives to a degree that is making us ill psychologically, emotionally, spiritually and physically.  We are the people, the answer, not the moneyed self-beatified rulers such as Klaus Schaub, Bill Gates or George Soros.  The solution lies within us.  

 

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